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March 28th, 2012, five years ago today, was the day I planned my suicide. It wasn’t the first time that I had been suicidal; not by a long shot. A lifetime of living with multiple serious mental health issues, along … Continue reading

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Depression Is.

            Depression is an illness, not a weakness; it is a multi-faceted condition, not a mere feeling…   depression is sleepless nights and sleep-filled days.  it is yearning to escape to the world of dreams, … Continue reading

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Doing ANYthing

What is it like to do something, anything, with people, or DID, or whatever someone wants to label me as?  It’s pretty freakin’ hard.  Never mind the depression and anxiety that I already deal with on a day to day … Continue reading

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“Coming Out” so to speak…

Sleep my elusive, fickle friend, come back and visit me again… In the meantime, I’m going to use my blog to address something that has affected my life for, well, as long as I can remember, but at this juncture, … Continue reading

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I Remember (A Tribute to my Maisy)

I Remember I remember huge feet puppy breath love. I remember anxiety, fear, around the dogs. I remember you coming around; loving, caring, part of the pack. I remember the very day it all changed. I remember the behaviorists, the … Continue reading

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Unemployed (A poem I wrote after being unemployed for four months.)

“The world is your oyster,” or so it is said; go straight to college, bring books to your bed. Do not indulge in frivolities and cheer, do not smoke much weed, or drink much beer. If this you do and … Continue reading

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